I had a reading with you in 2003. During our reading you hit on a lot of things I could validate immediately. There were a couple of things that I still have been looking for/waiting for. One of the things was the man you saw. By the way.. the son that was waiting for me to invite him to come.. I invited him; he came right away and is 4 years old as of April 6th. My friend Tanya called and said she had talked to a psychic, and the psychic wanted to talk to me. This was my second time talking to a psychic in my life. The first one was very accurate, and I’ll have more to touch on later about my first reading, this Psychic told me a lot of things. One thing she told me was two of my angels, spirit guilds, whatever you want to call them wouldn’t say much to her. She said they were being very protective. Once I told her, it was time to leave; she said they have one thing to tell me “River Rock” that’s all. I said I have no idea what that means. I guess I figure it out sooner or later”. After that conversation, I begin to do things that bring me joy more often. I hug my kids longer. I stop and play instead of saying I am too busy. I begin handling my stones again. A week ago, today, I woke up and had a dream about Jon. This one was different, from all other dreams. I was in bed; Jon was standing next to my bed. All he did was investigate my eyes, and stare. I felt like he was saying just look at me… look at me. I woke up feeling different after this dream. One thing I haven’t shared in this story, I have gifts… I have always had them. Sometimes in my life I feel in touch with them… other times completely disconnected. in high school, I would make a lot of judgments calls based on my dreams. I had lost that investment in my dreams as I got older. I shouldn’t it’s a gift. A few days later I was looking up “river rock”, seeing if anything would click with me… nope…nothing. I went to bed asking for clarification. The next morning, I got up with the whole day planned out. I was going to drive down to Rochester to visit a friend. He wouldn’t answer his phone. I kept getting the kids ready, when I sat down at the computer. We had been having problems for a week without computer. Something told me to type in Jon’s name again. I did. I found a hit that I had not find before. It was “where are they now” of police explorers from high school. There it was.. DECEASED… after his name. I thought he must have done this undercover stuff…This can’t be real. I had to focus very hard to stay cool in front of my children. I said to myself, so much for awkward, I have to get to the bottom of this. I found his old numbers… no luck. I called his Mom, started to leave a message. She answered the phone. Asked who it was and said, “Jon died almost five years ago Gretchen, he drowned”. My head began to spin, as she told me what happened. She said he hadn’t been feeling well the night before. he went fly fishing with his buddy. His friend went to do something; Jon lapsed into a diabetic coma and drowned, in the river. His Mom told me about his life before he died. he got married and had a son.. he was happy. he died shortly after my daughter's first birthday. I believe my old friend has been trying to tell me where he has been since he died. Remember my first visit to a psychic I mentioned? Alison James told me a very powerful presence that was there. She said he was being flirtatious and said he had his eye on me. She said blondish brown hair, blue eyes, out in the sun and the name starts with J.. That was not a month after he died.